Day 9 of Thanks…

Day 9 of Thanks…

Today I am grateful for my mom. She is an amazing woman who would do anything for her kids and grandkids.

My mom is not only my mom, but is one of my best friends. She is one of my biggest cheerleaders and also the one that brings me back in to reality.

She has stood next to me through everything. She has hugged me, cried with me, laughed with me, complained with me and just loved me.

I have the "privilege" of bowling with my mom on Thursdays. My mom has bowled forever and about 5 years ago one of the other teams needed a sub. Well it ended up being permanent. I love that I have that time with my mom every Thursday. I wish I could bowl half as good as her, but maybe one day I will be able to throw the nasty curve ball that she does!

I love that my mom's favorite show is QVC. That is our Sunday dinner discussion about what new item was bought on QVC that morning. She loves in the Kitchen with whoever and will buy anything that is one sale. One of the items we love to tease her about is her curry lid. My mom has never made curry, but she had to have the curry lid. Maybe one day we will get some curry.

My mom keeps house like nobody else. It cracks me up when she says her house is a mess. The President could stop by at any time and it would probably be cleaner than the White House.

I love my mom and have no idea what I would do without her. It is absolutely amazing to me to watch her in everything she does, but especially the with my grandma the last 2 weeks that we had with her. Her compassion, her love, her knowledge and her acceptance was everything I hope to have one day. She took care of my grandma in way I know made my Nana proud.

I love you mom, and couldn't ask for anyone better.

Day 8 of Thanks…

This post is a planned post, today is my Dad's birthday and I needed to be "thankful" for him today.

I can't even put in to words how much I love my dad. He is the greatest guy I know. He has loved me through thick and thin and has always been there to listen, to support, to complain to, to cry to, to laugh with, and love.

He would do anything for me and I know that he is always there. I have given him a lot of heartaches and headaches along the way, but that has never changed how he felt about me.

I remember in high school when I was late coming home and he would get so mad. Most of those nights came he had to come looking for me and they ended with me flying up the drive way and running down the stairs to my room before he could get out of his car. I remember thinking "just chill" its only a half hour late. But being a parent of a teenager now, I know it was more a fear thing that something may have happened.

There were many times my dad should have killed me, 1 time being when me and my friends took my sister's car when I was in 8^th grade. Well we were going to take it until I knew that my parents would find out. I got about half way down the driveway when I decided that it wasn't a good idea so I pulled back in. Only my foot never came off of the gas and I crashed in to the garage wall. I ruined a couch, a stereo, scratched the heck out of my sisters hood. They were getting ready for a garage sale, but lets just say after my stunt, the dumps was the only place that would take anything that was in front of that car. I thought for sure I was dead. After my mom "found" me at my friend's house we pulled in the driveway. I said my peace and waited for the worse, but all he said was "nice job slick" here is the shovel go clean up the dog S^*#! Funny times huh dad!

Another time with my dad is when I rear ended a truck after I had had my license exactly 1 month to the day. I remember calling him from the payphone thinking he is going to kill me, but the only thing of that entire conversation I remember was him asking me if I was alright, where I was and that he would be there as soon as he could.

One of the biggest moments in my relationship with my dad is when my parents found out I was pregnant. I didn't give them much time to take it all in. I was 33 weeks they found out. That night I was downstairs in my room crying because I had no idea what to do. My dad came down stood in the doorway told me how much he loved me and would support me in whatever decision I made concerning Danaka.

My dad is such an amazing guy that has overcome everything thrown at him. I won't go into detail, but my dad was the White Sheep in a black sheep family. How he did what he did absolutely amazes me. I love him so much and am so glad that I get to call him mine! Happy Birthday Pa, I love you!

Day 7 of Thanks…

Day 7 of thanks…

Topic for the big number 7 is my house. Really? I forgot I put that in. But I am grateful to have a roof over my head.

I like my house. It is old and needs some things done to it, but I can call it mine. I love having a place where me and my girls can go to escape the world.

My house was built in 1954 and has only had 2 owners. Me and the lady we bought it from. Erma (the lady we bought it from) said when she sold it she just wanted someone to love it as much as she did. That I do. I love that it is close to all 3 schools that my girls will go to. It is about 3 minutes from my parents, Greg's parents are behind us and we live in a great neighborhood.

I have been in my house since January of '04. Last year for Christmas, Santa brought me a new bathroom. It is fun to have a new room in the house. I am hoping to start doing some more things around the house to change it up.

Day 6 of Thanks…

I am so glad that this topic was picked….topic for Day 6 is Dance

I love to dance. I am not the world's greatest dancer, nowhere even remotely close or even pretend to be.

I have been given so many amazing experiences because my mom and dad decided they needed me out of their hair for awhile when I was 3 J

I learned tap, jazz, ballet, pointe, and hip hop. I loved that I learned a little of everything. It truly has helped me along the way to not specialize in 1 style.

I have danced in so many different groups. I danced for Pamela's dance studio growing up. Pam pushed and pushed us to be "our" best. She is an incredible teacher and a person. I am so glad that I still get to have her around now. She is actually Jayci's teacher this year and I love it.

I danced at Dance Biz. I loved dancing there. I only danced there 2 short years, but there is not a time that Diane Powell doesn't walk up and hug me when she sees me. One performance that really stands out is the Christmas Performance at Shiners Hospital. I was only in 8^th grade and I left that performance just crying. Crying because I was healthy enough to stand there and dance for them and those sweet kids loved every minute of it and just kept saying Thank You. I will never forget that feeling.

I danced all through school. I was on Dance Club at Brockbank, and yes I know you will all be jealous when I tell you I was President my 9^th grade year ;) I was a Spinnaker all 3 years at Cyprus. Spinnakers taught me so much discipline and pushed me far beyond what I ever thought possible. We were able to perform at the ceremony when they announced the Olympics for Salt Lake. I danced in California and Hawaii. I loved it. My senior year I was on Dance Company. I loved being able to perform all the different styles again. Concert was absolutely amazing. I can't even remember how many numbers I was in, but the thrill of concert will never be forgotten.

The best part about dancing, is the being able to now teach. My sister has given a wonderful opportunity to teach at her studio Jazzle Dazzle. Each week I get to teach 14 sweet young girls how to dance, and to love it! I also had the opportunity to teach dance when I lived in North Carolina. It was so fun to learn the different things that they learn back there.

I am so glad that my girls share my love for dance. Danaka is turning out to be an amazing dancer. It will be fun to watch where her talent takes her. This is Jayci's first year and loves it. She will even show you her "shuckle step" if you ask.

Day 5 of Thanks…

Day 5 of Thanks…

This topic is a hard topic for me. the topic that was picked is Larry and Vera (Greg's Parents)

I really am blessed to have the relationship that I do with Larry and Vera. I still live behind them, and we are in the same ward.

Larry and Vera watch Jayci 2 ½ days a week, and watched Danaka when she was younger. I am so grateful for their willingness to help out.

Even after everything that has happened, Larry and Vera still make me feel welcome and are always there to help when needed. They still remember me on holidays and birthdays. They go out of their way to show that they still care about me and love me.

They love my girls so much and I am so glad that my girls still get to see them all the time. If it wasn't for the fact that we live where we do and that they watch J, I am not sure how much my girls would get to see them. My girls need that interaction, because Larry and Vera and truly great people and great grandparents.

The reason why this topic is so hard, is because, to be honest, there are days when it is hard to see them. I love my relationship Larry and Vera, and still feel like I can talk to them as if I were still a member of their family, but then I am reminded that I am not a part of their family and that makes me so sad. I loved being a part of the Turner clan, not just because of Larry and Vera but because of his sisters and brother-in-laws, his nieces and nephews, his "other" sister Cyleste and all of his extended family. I love them all, and am grateful for the time that I was able to be a part of their family.

Day 4 of Thanks…

Day 4 of Thanks…

Topic for today, my job.

Funny this came up today. I was a little frustrated when I left work today, but everyone has those days huh?

I currently work for SecurityNational Mortgage Company. I am in their IT department, and as I tell everyone, "no I am not a computer geek"! I am over the mortgage system that our branches use to process files.

I really do love my job and feel very blessed to have it. It came very unexpected in March of 05. I wasn't looking for a job, when one day my brother-in-law, who also works with me, said that Thayne was looking for someone to help with mortgage files. I had known Thanye a long time, he was in my ward growing and lived across the street from my parents.

I had dealt with mortgages and financing when I was working for credit unions. I was happy with where I was, but thought I needed to check it out.

I am so glad that I did. I have met some fantastic people that I would not have had the pleasure to know. I have been given opportunities that I would not have had elsewhere. They were so good to work with me when I was on bed rest with J and through now. I am able to attend the things that I need to for Danaka and Jayci without worry.

It has been so fun to be able to work with my brother-in-law Josh for the past 6 years and my little brother (up until last Friday L) for the past 3 years.

I really do love my job and am grateful that I have a way to support myself and my girls.

Day 3 of Thanks…

Day 3 of Thanks…

Before I start this post, please know that these are in no particular order of what I view as most important to least important. I put several items and literally draw them out of a jar to write about. I did start with my girls on purpose but everything else is totally random.

With that being said, today's was destined to be!

Today I am thankful for the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

It has taken me a long time to get where I am today. I feel that I am finally in a place that I have always wanted to be and it has brought me so much happiness.

I have great examples in my family. They truly have shown me how important it is to have the gospel in your life.

I am not going to pretend that I am a spiritual giant, because anyone that knows me knows that is almost the exact opposite. I have struggled with this aspect of my life always. Sometimes my faith and devotion have been strong and other times it has almost been non-existent. I have always believed in the Church, I even married in the temple, but I didn't live the way I was supposed to mostly out of fear. There is more to that feeling, but it is not something that I feel I can explain right now. I remember that after Greg left the last place I wanted to be was church. It was the ward he grew up in and I was just not ready for the questions. I just didn't have it in me to go. I pretended to be happy for a long time, but I wasn't really happy and felt myself sinking further and further.

I am so grateful for an incredible woman, that without her listening to a prompting of the spirit, I don't know that I would be where I am today. Kathy Johnson serves as Relief Society President in our ward. I have known Kathy since I was in 9^th grade. She was a good friend's mom and like a second mom to Greg. She truly is a remarkable person. In March of 09 I was called to serve as a teacher in Relief Society. I remember meeting with the Bishop for the first time since he had been called. I was going to church here and there, so when he extended the call to me, I sat there and thought SERIOUSLY??? There is no way that I am capable of fulfilling this calling. That night when I said my prayers the strongest feelings came over me, 1 being that Kathy listened to the spirit and that I was called by our Heavenly Father to be a teacher. I can honestly say if I were Kathy I would have ran from that feeling. I am the last person that should have been called. The second feeling was to calm me of my feelings of inadequacy. I wondered how on earth I was going to "teach" women that I view as spiritual giants. I had a feeling and truly believe it now, that I learned more from that calling then I taught anyone. I truly am grateful for Kathy and will always be grateful for her loving nature and the fact that she listened to the spirit. She will never know how much I really do think of her.

I was sad to be released in April of this year. But when I was called as First Counselor in Young Women's I was so happy. Once again another Kathy listened to the spirit and has given me the opportunity to be with Danaka, to serve incredible Young Women, and to serve with great leaders.

I am so grateful for the gospel of Jesus Christ and all the joy and reassurance it brings to my life. I know that I will be with my girls forever, and hopefully I will have the opportunity to marry again and have an eternal companion. I love my Heavenly Father and his Son. Without the atonement of Jesus Christ, I have no clue where I would be. I love the gospel and love that I have finally had the strength and faith to do what I know I need to.

Day 2 of Thanks…

Day 2 of thanks…

Today I am so thankful for my sweet Jayci.

Jayci is a spit fire. She is so funny, so full of energy and a little hot head. She is always keeping us on our toes and I love every minute of it.

Somehow my kids are smart, yes I know every mother out there says that, but mine really are J. Jayci loves to learn and wants to learn about everything. She always has this look on her face that is as if she is taking everything in. (picture is proof :))

Jayci loves her big "Sissy" and does everything in her power to show Danaka who the boss is.

Jayci loves to sing in the car, she loves to watch movies, play games and has such an imagination.

Both of my girls are beautiful inside and out and I am so honored to be their mom.

Jayci came to me after 3 years of trying and 3 miscarriages. I was so excited to finally be pregnant and stay pregnant. Greg and I started having issues again, but I thought it was just the stress of everything and that once things settled down everything would be ok. Well that was not to be. I remember when Greg left I remember thinking the same things I did when I was pregnant with Danaka. How on earth am I going to do this alone and make it through? I was never "alone" I have a fantastic family and great friends, but I was in the same situation that I was at 16 except this time I was 27. Jayci in a way ended up helping me through everything. She kept me busy, she makes me laugh and she gives the best hugs. She has brought so much joy to me and Danaka and I can't imagine not having her in our lives.

Day 1 of Thanks…

Day 1 of Thanks…

Today I am grateful for Danaka (yes, I am going to be "thankful" for Jayci, but just went oldest to youngest).

Danaka came in to my life very early on, I remember thinking how on earth am I ever going to have a kid at 16 and ever make it through. Looking back on it now, life would have been easier to have her later, but I can't imagine not having her the way she is at this very moment.

Danaka truly is one of my best friends. She has been with me through some very tough times and I will forever be grateful for her, her attitude and her love for me.

She is a great sister to Jayci, even though she loves to drive her crazy, she is so awesome with Jayci. I love sitting at home and watching those 2 interact. I thought with them being 12 years apart that they wouldn't have much interaction, but I was so wrong.

I love the way Jayci looks at Danaka, wanting to be just like her. I can't think of a better role model for Jayci than Danaka.

Danaka is so talented at everything she has ever put her mind to. She dances, cheers, plays softball, played volleyball and so many other things. She is a fantastic student, having a 4.0 this term is amazing. Where she gets her smarts from is beyond me.

I get so sad when the thought of Danaka only being a "kid" for 3 ½ more years. She will be out of high school at that time, and off making a life in college. 3 ½ years, it seems like 18 years will never come and I am facing that change of our lives sooner that I would like.

I hope Danaka knows how proud I am of her, how much I love her and how truly grateful I am that she is my daughter and that Heavenly Father has trusted me to raise her.

Halloween 2009

I love this pic, it is a new fall tradition!

With Halloween right around the corner, I decided I would post Jayci's costume from last year. I had so much fun making her costume (first one ever!)

I am almost done with this year's and can't wait to show it off.

I also made Kandace a witch costume, my sister called them the Twitches! So much fun.

Kandace Mae

We went a dance trip to St. George the middle of July. We had so much fun, but that will be another post. My niece Kandace's birthday is August 6th and this year she was turning the big "8". I had told my sister that I would love to take Kandace's baptism pictures (I don't proclaim to be a photographer, it is just something that I enjoy doing). Angela decided that it would be fun to take her pictures at the St. George Temple. That way Kandace could have pic to remember being down there so close to her birthday, but also different from any pics we could take up here.

The day was HOT to say the least I think it was 110, but Kandace was such a trooper. I had so much fun being able to take her pics and also make her invite, she even let me do her hair that day (anyone that knows me that is huge I LOVE IT). I am grateful that my sister trusted me enough to take them.

Kandace is such a fun girl and I love her so much. She is so funny, and crazy and creative. She loves J and is so cute when she plays with her. I am so grateful that she is a part of our family.

Here are a few pics and her invite!

Reflections, Birthday, lunch and a Moose

Well another year has come and gone. I feel like in so many ways I am just stuck, but honestly other than needing to lose a few pounds :) I am happy! It has been a long time since I have been able to say that I am truly happy and like the "Me" that is here.

I don't know about anyone else, but it is always my birthday, not New Years that I reflect on the last year and the things that have come and gone. There are so many wonderful things that have happened this past year, but the most important things are my girls and the beautiful people they are becoming. I am so lucky to be their mom. There are days that questions come in to my head and most times out my mouth that "I don't have this and I don't have that", "why does that person, they don't deserve I do", but then I remember, (mostly I am reminded by those that love me) that I have what is most important and that is my girls. I have a good job, a roof over my head, an awesome family and the best friends anyone could ask for, and I am finally getting to where I want and need to be as far church is concerned. So for the most part, what else could I ask for....other than Prince Charming ;)

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My birthday was so fun this year, it started out with a text from Danaka (who was just in the basement getting ready), Jayci waking to say "Its your birfday huh mom, I want to come to your birfday, when does it start", a phone call from Greg's parents and 2 of his nieces singing Happy Birthday. I am so glad they still think of me and go out of their way to remember my birthday.

Later that day, I was treated to a YUMMY lunch at Benihana by my great friend Amanda. Thanks again. We have decided that will now be our birthday tradition.

That night, was time for a Massage! My mom, my sister and now my sister-in-law have been going to get massages on eachothers birthdays for about 5 years. That is our gift to each other we pay for the birthday person's massge. Bryce was my massage therapist this time and let me just say if you want an AWESOME massage go to Sanctuary at Fashion Place and ask for Bryce. Heaven. After our massages we had dinner at California Pizza Kitchen. When we told them it was my birthday they asked if I wanted a desseret for my birthday, You bet, just didn't know til the check came that they charge ya!

Not one of my better pics! But whatever right?

All in all it was a great day. Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes that I got!

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On Saturday the 2nd, I was able to meet 3 of the greatest people for lunch. Jenny lives in Logan and we love it we she comes to visit us!

After lunch, Melissa and I took the kids to see the changing leaves and walked around Silver Lake at the top of Big Cottonwood Canyon. I have never been up there with no snow. It is right below Brighton ski resort which is my favorite place to ski.

Mel's kids are so cute, and were so fun to watch with J. They fed the ducks, we saw a big Moose, and just walked around. Thanks for the invite Mel.

I forgot I had this thing!

Where did the time I go….

 

I almost forgot that I had this thing.

 

Life has been VERY busy since April. I will do a quick version of all that has happened.

 

Danaka:

 

• Danaka played softball again this year, between practices and games many nights were spent on the ball field.
  
• Danaka made AllStars this year for softball. I was so excited for her. She worked so hard. Her team the "KnOcK*OuTz" were so awesome. They had a great coaching staff. They did well in the tournaments. (This WILL be blogged in full detail later, lots of fun stories, even the cops getting called). Lots of Summer weekends spent at the ball park.
  
• Dance Concert for Dance Company
  
• Recital for the studio.
  
• Danaka made Brockbank's Cheer Squad in April.
  
• All 4.0s and 1 3.9 last school year.
  
• Turned 14!
  
• Dance started back up
  
• Danaka played Fall ball
  
• Going to St George in November for a tournament
  
• Dance started
  
• Danaka is a typical teenager. Keeps us all busy!
  

 

Jayci:

• What to say about J, she is getting older and more sassy. I posted a video of Jayci on facebook and that is a typical day with J. She makes me laugh.
  
• She is so smart, learning EVERYTHING she can.
  
• We just started potty training! I found Jayci's pure love of chocolate.
  
• Started dance this year
  

 

Mindi:

• Was released as a teacher in Relief Society (miss that calling dearly) but
  
• Called as 1^st Counselor in the YW Presidency. LOVE IT
  
• Girls Camp
  
• Danaka's mom and personal driver/assistant.
  
• Dance trip to St George
  
• Threw a surprise party for Danaka's birthday, even made her cake!
  
• Work
  
• Dance Started
  
• Just turned 31
  
• Still single (ughhhh), but it has it good points too!
  

 

 

Lots more fun things happened but that is just a run down. I am going to start back posting today!

 

 

Day 1 - Week 1

I knew I was out of shape, but not as bad as I proved myself to be yesterday.

I started out with the walking portion as it says to for the first 5 minutes. A "brisk" walk as it was called. I kept thinking this isn't bad, I am doing okay. Now it was on to the first "2 minute" run, the "trainer" kept telling me to keep it at a pace that when the next walk came that I would be able to catch my breathing and feel ready to run after the 3 minutes. I was ready to be done, but I didn't I pushed my way through, made it through my next 3 minutes and was on to the 2nd "2 minute" run. I once again pushed through this, but if I am being honest with myself I was already hurtin'. Seriously?

I kept pushing, but I didn't make it through my 3rd run or the 4th and final run. I "briskly" walked the rest of the time.

Are you kidding me? I couldn't even make it through 29 minutes of training. How on earth am I going to be able to ever go 30 minutes jogging/running without walking or resting?

So from any runners out there....any advice?

Here I gooooooooooooo

Today starts my eight week training for a 5k that doesn't exist! I need to do something to jump start me again, and I found this great podcast that does an eight week training.

I, when brave enough will post weight, endurance and everything else I hope to gain or lose in this process.

Wish me luck.

I have a personal ad?

I am totally posting this for me, to remind me I have some of the best friends in the world, ones that love me for me, make me laugh, and are always looking out for me.

 
 

A little background, I met 2 of my glirlies for lunch, and I was just having one of those moments that we all have, we'll just call it a little pity party. I have just decided I don't like being single, I am happier not having to deal with things that I dealt with, but I so want someone to share my life with. Anyway after going on, after lunch one of my best girlie's posted a small personal ad for me on her blog without my knowledge. I couldn't stop laughing when I first saw it. You are a nut M2, but I love ya.

Say AHHHHH…

Jayci had her first dentist appointment yesterday. To be honest she did much better than I thought she would. There was no screaming, crying, thrashing around, just a little "You want me to open my mouth? I don't think so."

I have to say that I have the best dentist around. He was actually my dentist growing up. He truly is the best. If anyone needs a good pediatric dentist Dr Chester Smyth is your man.

Here are a few pics…I even threw a few in there for Danaka so she didn't feel like Jayci is "my only sunshine" inside joke that will share at another time.

Yeah Me!!!

So I did something that I have never done today. I can't say what yet, but maybe one day.

To top it off after I completed my little task, I read my horoscope and it said the following:

"Take a stand, knowing when enough is enough. You have far more to offer than you realize"

Stay tuned (:

Here starts the NEW ME!

I haven't blogged forever and have so much to catch up on, but that thought completely overwhelms me. So I will start with today and post about the last how many months in between new posts.

When New Year's rolls around you are suppose to have this list of what you will do to make yourself better, but I read on someone's blog what when you want to make a change do it now, and move forward. There is my new motto, "Do it now, and move forward"

A lot happened in 2009 to make me whom I am today, whether it be good or bad. I am trying to be who I want to be and believe that every day I make decisions that shape me.

I also read on someone else's blog,(hmm do we see a pattern, I read a lot of blogs, so never update mine (-: ) all of their confessions, she is a Fantastic person who has given me a little push to list my "dirty laundry" so that I can be a better person tomorrow, but also to remind me it is okay to be who I am, and that I don't have to be perfect.

So here are the not so great things that one day I hope will not be listed come 2011

• I drink way to much coke,
  
• Every once and awhile I sneak a piece of chocolate, it doesn't agree with me, but some days it is what I need.
  
• I curse the people who upset me and my girls when no one is around (does that make me crazy?)
  
• I don't make my bed every morning, I once heard that it is better not to, is that true?
  
• I say I am going to do things, and sometimes never follow through.
  
• I have undone crafts everywhere, although towards the end of last year I did get better.
  
• My room is always a mess unless I know people are coming over.
  
• I always have at least one dish in my sink, unless you just caught me on a day that I have ran my dishwasher twice.
  
• My laundry is never caught up.
  
• I don't blog the way I should.
  
• I am still very upset with a certain person that has hurt me and my family, but I am finding ways to move on.
  
• I wish and pray daily for someone to come in to my life that will love me for me and accept my girls as their own.
  
• Tells people that I hate my dog, but I secretly love the dummy!
  
• Need to lose the 20+ extra lbs that I am carrying
  
• Say I am going to exercise every morning, but it never happens, that extra hour in bed seems to help me cope with my day.
  
• Puts things off to the last minute.
  
• It is Monday again, and my garbage can is still sitting on the driveway from last Monday because I am too lazy to bring it in.
  

You know the sad part, I could keep going, but maybe we will save the rest for another day.

 

Today I am starting the following changes:

I am going to exercise, probably not every morning but at least 4 times a week.

I am going to run a 5k in April, so I better get going huh (:

I will bring my garbage can in tonight.

I want to be closer to my girls; I am going to "Live in the Moment, treasure the doing a little more, and the getting done a little less"

I want to be closer to my Father in Heaven who has given me more than I deserve. This is made very obvious by the list above! I am so grateful for my calling as a RS teacher and for everything it has already taught me. I am blessed with a ward of incredible women!

I am going to do a FULL load of Laundry tonight, not just the items I need for tomorrow.

I will let those I love just how much and how important they are to me.

 

My last post was about going private; I have since decided that I am not going to. I didn't want a certain individual to be able to read about me and my girls. But you know I hope they do read this and realize that I am not the person they think I am. I hope this person enjoys reading about me and my girls and seeing what a fantastic life we have. You can have what in a sense you stole, because trust me I am better off and will be a much better person for everything that has happened. You will answer for everything one day!

Well enough for my ramblings tonight…tomorrow is a new day and a new start!